~ susanne ling ~

2010-09-28T01:13:00.002+08:00

suddenly i'm feeling so lost. wondering what will happen to me in the future, thinking about almost everything. i really don't know what i really want. things seems to flow smooth but i don't feel its right. it seems like something is wrong somewhere. God is the only source. turning to Him always. haa, it really sounds ridiculous but i am a human being after all and i do feel. "I'm a human and human's forget" idk. maybe there's something in my heart i need to do something about. PRAY!

"Everyday, I draw closer to You Lord
I long to see Your face
And hide in Your embrace"

what if, what if i'm gone? how will my friends remember me?

"Let Your will be done
Let Your kingdom come
Spirit have Your way in me"

will i ever? ...

2010-08-26T19:16:00.002+08:00

super angry with the boss! we're working so hard, know nothing we've done to the kids and now what? saying we are being too harsh to the kids. asking us to be gentle. sure! if he's able to control them being gentle for one day, we will follow! really cannot stand it! just wait, if we're tired of all these nonsense, GOODBYE! sometimes it's really difficult to be 'good people' seriously! if i were told to be gentle, i assure you, i'll be frank and honest! was supposed to just be an assistant teacher to supervise the kids and what are we doing now? serving them tea break, sweeping and mopping the floor! wait and see! if i can't take this anymore, i'll complain! words always used were, 'cutting cost' 'other centre losing money, this centre need to cover' 'we will look into it'! when there is a need to find part time, found! BUT? okay, since things are already like that, whatever is being said, i will just treat it as passing words and let it pass! i hate what is said, 'i do agree with you' 'you arrange and let me know' ya ya ya! then what? take years to reply! if it's not because of the kids.. thats it! enough is enough! God, help me! i dont know if i'm doing the right thing! tried to let it be but it's really very selfish of him. not much welfare for his staff at all! i'll say it here and not let it be in me already. goodbye!

2010-07-28T21:05:00.000+08:00

sometimes your eyes just cant get away certain things. it's really quite xin tong..

:'(

2010-07-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time since i've blogged.. oh well, i should start blogging again..

time passes really very fast. i'm so happy that i've survived till my 21st! i know it's funny, but i always get very scared when a big day is approaching and i might not be able to live till the day. oh well, crazy thoughts but thats it la..

time really can heal i guess. but i guess i need to do it again...

2010-05-29T16:23:00.000+08:00

sometimes i think lifes like that.. so unpredictable! what you want, may not be what you get.. but i still believe what He said.. i will claim it!

i'm not that strong afterall.. so you know, i'm HUMAN. I DO HAVE FEELINGS TOO!!!! :'(

2010-04-12T02:28:00.000+08:00

seriously lazy to blog!

I got a full time job already! (:

2010-03-25T23:43:00.002+08:00

sometimes, i really don't understand humans.. well, i tried to be there. i've tried to talk.

2010-03-18T23:30:00.002+08:00

i'm kind of lazy to blog already.. cos everything is on facebook and tweet!! hahahaa.. really got no time. working almost the whole weekday. weekends are used to enjoy. i'm such a busy person! oh well.. at least i'm organized!

God is Good!! (:

Proverbs 18:21 says, "The tongue has the power of life and death..."

2010-03-03T23:06:00.001+08:00

i really do not have time to blog la!

working 10am-9pm mon-fri!!

haa.. dead beat.

slip and fell just not at work!

embarrassed la! tsk!! oh well..

goodnight! (:

am a blessed girl!!!

2010-02-26T23:07:00.010+08:00

25th Feb 2010 is the last paper for us!!! (:

SW0701 ROCKS the course! *woot!*

all set wore their uniforms,

some wore it and seat for the exam!!

SHUYI gave us a BIG BANG on the last paper with a grand entrance into the exam hall!!!

me and shaza.

rachel the little girl!

hash, my korean associates!

SA oie!!!! "oie!"

girl power!

mariaaaaaaa....

super model eh?

celebrated michael birthday at F&C!

lucky him, we helped him celebrate for 3 years!!

*sweet*

awwwwwwwwww....

love this pict!

mic's 20 now!!

those who went..

at V2 MAX!

we watched phobia 2!!!!

26th Feb 2010.

went to school for a talk and briefing for the Bintan Trip.

thank Mr Lionel for putting up our faces together!

on the way to JB!!!

at City Square.

Lunch at Kim Gary!

lala bought a pair of shorts!

at some seafood place.

jw helping us to order!!

AWSOME right?! haa..

my partner for the sugarcane game! haa..

played zhong ji mi ma..

nathan sabo himself! had to eat x2 of the food!

kena the number 50 from me

on the way home!!!

well, thank God i got into SW course! totally enjoyed myself the past 3 years! thank God for seeing me through! thank Him for blessing me with encouraging people along my way! now, i'll just leave everything to God! results will be out sometime around 21st march. will see how it goes.. NYP SBM graduation is on 21st May 2010!

now it's the time to E N J O Y ! ! ! ! (:

2010-02-26T05:08:00.002+08:00

my sms buddy!

every morning on the way to school..

really gonna miss you! :(

love this pict too!!

SW0701 rocks!

susanne is done with poly! (:

will update soon!

meantime, view the pictures on facebook!

2010-02-23T12:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DWAYNE!! (:

2010-02-23T12:27:00.001+08:00

had fun last weekend.

this week busy with exams!

will update once done with exams!

2010-02-18T20:25:00.002+08:00

went to aunty tess house with mummy..

reynard!!

haha! i hit thousand! thought i wont hit la!

well, last month was x2!!

from aunty tess!

well, it's been bout 5-6 years since i went to aunty tess's house la! ah gong did not recognize me!! oh well.. did a bit of CCRM and CMI liao! watched tv and off we go! went to a mall to walk around first. aunty tess drove us home! hahaa! alright! i should start revising! (:

2010-02-17T20:08:00.001+08:00

went for a run, super tiring! gosh!!

back to studying!

2010-02-17T16:08:00.007+08:00

CNY Goodies!!

at ryan's..

leonard's doggie!!

my cute sis!

rocky sis!

back to ling's.

ryan's best friend!!

it's kind of scary la!

supper at 3am?!

look at the banner!!

guess the price for this plate of duck!

at pasir ris park.

mangrove!

sap threw coin to decide whether or not to go in!!

it was indeed a long long process!!

us at bird view tower..

sent ryan home and then...

went to changi..

they are stars!!

sunrise to sunfish! (:

10am at 168.

crabby!

alright, it was an awesome cny 2010!

thank God for everything and his protection!

Susanne really felt the tension! :'/

but God is GOOD! (:

2010-02-13T18:01:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUVIN! (:

D.E.S. (:

euvin went out to demo how to skip!

SO HAPPY!!! (:

matt and sam came over.

played a couple of games till 4am!! haa.

last day in school!!

PT Practical Test

this pict reminds me of EPM!!

Our last presentation at nyp tut room!!

philip!!!

*ahem*

spot the similarity!

group mate for 4 projects!!

yo friend!! hahahaa(:

i'll definitely miss smsing each other everyday, on the way to school! oh man, typing these i feel like crying liao! must keep in touch always k!! :'(

PT Practical partner..

LTK!!

*so sweet*

*awwwwwww*

Group photo!!

?!?!?!

with miss prema!

watched 海派甜心 the last 3 days!

really VERY NICE!! (:

not bad!! so sweet la! DA LUNG!! hahaa..

slept at 6am, got up at 10am!! to clean etc!!

quite tiring.. but it's okay!!

should i or not??

think i'll start studying next wed la!

i can't start too early anyway..

oh man!! really very tempted to watch 下一站，幸福 la!!

2010-02-11T00:16:00.003+08:00

SUNDAY

at parkway subway(:

xi nu ai le (guys version)

xi nu ai le (girls version)

Failed shot!

TAA DAA (:

Dinner at ECP Lagoon!!

2010-02-10T17:29:00.002+08:00

AT CHINATOWN yesterday night

spot the diff! (:

my handphone charger!!

look at my charger!! hahahaaa!! but, the good thing is..

it still charges my phone!!

okay, tmr i have 3 things going on!

PT practical

PT report submission

HBO presentation/report submission

ALL THE BEST!!

NO CLASS ON FRIDAY!!!

WOOOO.. HOOOO... (:

2010-02-09T16:41:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY HASH! (:

some random coversation.

FUNNY LA!!

SA AR AS! HAHAA..

anyway, my hands are rotting soon! super dry now! washed 7 fans in total and wipe/clean the windows/grills. opps! i just realised i forgot to clean one fan!! aiya, another time! need to do projects!! God, i need lots of your strength in me now!!

2010-02-05T21:42:00.002+08:00

went to test the ppt at the room.

at first, it doesn't seem to be working!

and when it did, we SCREAMED!

typical girls...

tmr is the ED Day!!

all the best!!! (:

others talking about FYP,

we're talking about EPT!!!

kind of excited for the photo shoot too!! haa..

2010-02-05T10:15:00.002+08:00

詞: 姚若龍曲: 林俊傑

歌詞：

我把愛鋪成藍天

讓不安的你一抬頭就看得見

我把心燒成火焰

讓怕黑的你擁著溫暖入眠

我曉得時間如雪有時候會覆蓋一切

但是真愛一如倔強會重生的綠葉

第幾個100天還是很有感覺

用眼睛去素描你內心的世界

第幾個100天也像剛熱戀

兩個人手一牽連命運都改變

曾有的敏感脆弱

在我的胸口你就躺下來別說了

將有的固執沖動

我也會擁抱你安撫著體諒你心疼著Wooh ~Wooh~

第幾個100天越來越有感覺

用眼睛去素描你內心的世界

管過多少100天也像剛熱戀

兩個人手一牽連命運都改變

當守護變信念連淚水都很甜

super nice song!!! (:

2010-02-04T23:54:00.005+08:00

wa...

洪俊扬Hong Jun Yang & 杜蕙甹Candyce are married! just found out only la!

anyway, i like the part where JJ surprised JY! THUMBS UP!!

here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtwRmkly2TY&feature=related

ENJOY! (:

2010-02-03T19:33:00.003+08:00

before.

*rachelle laughs*

JOEL LOH!!!

my dearest didi!!

the alissa!! made me run under the HOT SUN!!

jump shot!! finally successful after 8 shots?

ALISSA!!

attempt failed!!

went to gym to try out the machines..

thank you Zehan and Jon!!

wanted to go over to alissa house to do project... but, decided to do it during break tmr. what a day. went to yishun interchange to take bus home. took the wrong bus la!! took 85 instead of 39!! what happen to me!! aiyoo!! must be the SUN la!!!

channel 8 7pm show getting interesting. . .

2010-02-01T21:57:00.001+08:00

THE REASON WHY I LOVE SA! (:

SA LOVES MISS CHUA AND CRM (:

LAST DAY OF CRM!!!

2010-02-01T13:21:00.002+08:00

some overdue pictures..

saturday, went to NTU talk at Suntec.

met steph at the NIE talk! haa..

ALISSA FINALLY MEETS JUSTIN!!

happy her!! (:

steph feed him ice-cream.

we have a new way to choose the place to eat!! (:

lunch at subway!

TIME OUT!!!!!!

YAY! CRM presentation DONE!!

next up, prepare for ED Day on sat.

CCRM, PT/PL and HBO reports!!

gotta start PT asap!!

ED Day cue cards too!

aiyo.. quite alot to do!

priorities!!!! (:

2010-01-28T10:09:00.002+08:00

At SW DAY 27th Jan 2010

Traffic police?

ALISSA

HASYIMAH

The players!

Team 3 and 8

With my favorite PEM! (:

HAD LOTS OF FUN!!

2010-01-27T10:53:00.002+08:00

Yesterday at Gelare after Avatar 3d

DES KOH MJ (:

Ryan and Ling1

Naughty kids playing with Des's Crutches!!

alright, went to des home after my lecture. thank you pastor for sending us to pasir ris. well, des super happy because she can finally go OUT! right? hahahaa.. hope you've enjoyed yourself at Gelare!! "Happy birthday to you......." then your face changed! FUNNY la you! oh well. take care and GET WELL SOON!!!!!!!!! (:

2010-01-25T08:46:00.003+08:00

At the friendly match yesterday.

rachelle in the training to be a photographer.

On the way to the PARTY!

Soliders!!

BS girls.

cool pict!

SABO items!

Bringing the birthday boy into the house.

ronald's in formal wear while others. . .

after SABO!

Pastor: "Cleanse him, Cleanse him"

D.E.S. (:

yay! HW report's DONE! gotta do ppt with alissa later! JIA YOU!!

2010-01-21T21:28:00.002+08:00

time flies!!!

another week is coming to an end again!

fast fast fast la!

everyone seems to be rushing for entrepreneurship project and HW i think.. haa, 3 group presenting tmr. well, just get that over and done with la! just sent all my parts out. am going for a run with my sisters! hahaa! the power of influence! cool right? actually, running at night better la, not so HOT!! the sun really can kill sometimes!

alright, i really think the support of the family members is super STRONG! thank God for that! my mummy ROCKS la! she was talking and i just sat at a corner doing my work. cos i've got nothing much to say. sometimes, one should just keep quiet and not say a word!!

3 more weeks of school!!!

2010-01-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

LOVE this pict!

it feels like ... ...

alright, went out to walk.

dinner at fareast,

walk around 313!

nothing much lei!!

anyway, went home and decided to go for a 30 mins run cos i'm having indigestion i think! very full la! oh well, had lunch with yang, eno and friends! thanks for the company though! (:

alright, CRM test is over. yay!

2010-01-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

SWEET SIXTEEN, ELIAS! (:

2010-01-19T21:22:00.002+08:00

woke up with a message and i thought i was dreaming, when my alarm rang, i checked my phone and i thought it was a joke or something. tries scrolling down but there wasn't anymore text. so i replied. wah! thank God you're still alive!!! i've decided to do a home visit and yes i did! see the bandages above? thats not all! i think i should show everything if not, some might faint* seriously, we need to treasure our lives! and never take it so lightly, cos you never know what will happen to you the next day or even hour. i really pray that God will continue to protect my love ones and my friends around me. Dear God, watch over my family with Your precious Blood!!

one more, unspoken request. i don't have such experience. i would love too, but how? sometimes i do ask myself the same question over and over again BUT? i'll just keep quiet because any words that i will say will not be of any use. sometimes i still think that we need to calm down before we say something, we never know how those words might actually hurt that individual. we can all play a part! try it! *SMILE* (:

alright, time to study 加油 !

get well soon Desiree!

thanks again Ryan!

2010-01-18T16:18:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, 17th Jan 2010

Lunch at a Restaurant at Katong..

Early Reunion Lunch? (:

busy with phone..

what if the communication system is down?

classic!! (:

Laura's new friend!

2010-01-17T16:00:00.001+08:00

Cheer Leaders huh? haa(:

Asian style Titanic!

Shyang vs Xiang

"take me to the secret place where i can only see your face..."

2010-01-16T15:55:00.000+08:00

my project datelines!!! AHHHH

FINALLY, bought tissue papers!!

meimei's froggy look! (:

At ECP, The Cage..

Team 4: STAFF (red)

Team 1: 1991 (yellow)

Team 2: Limitless (green)

Tan VS Ling

Girls Team!!

WE CAN PLAY SOCCER!!!!!

Sisters sisters(:

XYQ 1st Open House!!

so many people! amazed!!

I LOVE THE MASS DANCE! YAY!! ((:

2010-01-15T21:27:00.001+08:00

FINALLY I HIT 3000!!! HAHAHAA..

oh well. i don't think this month i will.

at most 1000 only ba.. we shall see (:

2010-01-15T21:02:00.003+08:00

saw this on the way to the bus stop!!

ryan ate at the 24hours coffee shop.

THANKS ALOT RYAN!! (:

okay, went to class at 11am la! haa..

on the way out of school, had a conversation with alissa..

alissa: where you going?

me: tampines la!!

alissa: huh? how come? oh ya hor, today friday..

me: -_-"

alissa: okay la..

me: bye!

now is the time to do PROJECT! (:

2010-01-15T14:24:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NO.2!!! (:

have a blessed birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENJIE too!! (:

2010-01-14T10:33:00.000+08:00

my mum has a facebook account!!!

AND she wants to challenge me bejeweled la! haha..

anyway, rachelle finally updated her birthday surprise!!

here: http://ellehcarrr.livejournal.com/

i'm going gym later!! (:

2010-01-13T16:17:00.003+08:00

SEE!! my mother is addicted to bejelwed too!

mum: how come like that?

me: you must like that! i demo for her

mum: why you play so fast?

me: cos when u move one, must look out for the next one!

mum: mei, xiang, help me see! no more!

me: there, the yellow one, the red one in the centre etc.

haaha.. i must tell her what to do la! so funny!!

she played for 1 hour lor! hahaa..

THEN...

mum: play another time...

Exams Time Table is OUT!!

exams after CNY! (:

(click to enlarge)

and then.. i'm officially on holidays!! yay!!

2010-01-12T01:50:00.002+08:00

this week will be a super busy week! went to ryan's house to get ETP website done! thank God something was DONE! just left a bit more to add on and if the others wanna add more stuff. 8pm-12midnight at his place! haha.. 8-9pm we watched transformers 2 then the 9pm show too! but okay la, watch and do! multi tasking la! haa.. thank God for talented friends! right ryan?

Susanne is excited for the upcoming soccer event! it's this saturday! so FUN! girls playing soccer! hahaa.. super exciting la! AWESOME!!!! can't wait! seriously!

alright, it's GREAT to be in school!

so, ENJOY! last 5 weeks le!! (:

2010-01-10T11:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANSAN! (:

2010-01-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

HI MEIMEI!

really hope you've enjoyed this 19th birthday! (:

JIE and MEI

DAJIE JIE MEI (:

thank God the SURPRISE was INDEED a SURPRISE!

2010-01-08T02:20:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MY MEIMEI!! (:

we LOVE you very MUCH!

you know that right?!

hope you like the surprise! ENJOY TODAY!!

2010-01-07T21:48:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH POH!!! (:

love you girl!! miss your singing la! especially chinese songs!

2010-01-06T21:11:00.002+08:00

5th Jan 2010

House Cleaning..

every time we clean, we throw ALOT of stuff away!!

see below:

9 youth camps i attended!

my SECRETS!!

*SHHHHH*

ALOT ALOT okay!

wanna know me??

read everything here:

okay, yesterday was a great day at school. went to school like 9am to meet ETP members. thank God, miss prema gave us time to sit in our groups to discuss! yay! ETP report is done. ppt left! this sem the project dateline are widely spread out! GOOD!!

today is the 4th day!

tmr shall wake up early!

class 2-5pm la!

加油 SUSANNE!! (:

2010-01-04T13:43:00.003+08:00

30th December 2009

a total of 40 of us went la!!

it was so FUN!

my first time prawning! (:

i caught it okay!!!!

one is better than nothing!

see the eggs!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIVA! (:

thanks for the words you said to me!

can you see the prawn?

Bao super happy!

he caught 4 la!!!

YAY!!!

we BBQ the prawns and ate them FRESH!

shiok la! hahaha...

went to woodlands in the morning to pass Alissa something.

i can't wait to watch Autumn Concerto!! (:

2009-12-29T17:55:00.009+08:00

some overdue photos taken the past 2 weeks!! (:

The White Knight

went to invite passer-bys.

The Villains!

YAY!! aunty tess and mummy's friend came for 20th 1st show!

Aunty Tess's 'Ubin'

Yeap sisters!

Christmas Lunch at Roland!

FLAs UNITED!

FLAGs

Calvary's Bassist!

Candid!!

I LOVE THIS PICT! haha(:

At Princess Studio Karaoke..

My presents and cards!! (;

THANK YOU ALL!!!

i look slim here la!

i like!! (:

JOE HO!! (:

Princes and Princesses.

Same same BUT different!

BS united!

our first group photo together!

3-7!!!

you'll get it!! (:

Guess what they are doing!!

I LOVE THIS PICT!! (:

sorry nicky and lydia!

JLs

Pretty LINGS!

Ohana.

- THE END -

2009-12-28T02:57:00.000+08:00

major events almost ended!

last one...

WATCHNITE!! can't wait!

31st dec 09!!

2009-12-22T21:58:00.001+08:00

early family christmas cum papa's birthday lunch!!

thats ME!!! (:

my PAPA!!

turns 51!!!

2009-12-22T16:48:00.000+08:00

i've got the hang of it writing cards already la! hahaa..

every 1 card written, i'll take 5! (:

2009-12-21T02:07:00.002+08:00

The White Knight's ANGELS!!! 15 of us! (:
finally a group picture!

2009-12-19T01:32:00.002+08:00

Charlene Tan!! THANKS FOR COMING!!

that's what friends are for! glad you enjoyed the show!
thanks for staying throughout! (:

With Busy Bunny

With my sister, Rachelle..

Dear friends who are reading my blog, there is another show this sunday 20th dec 09. at Tong building.. in between Lucky Plaza and Paragon.. shows at 8pm and 9pm!! hope to see ya then!! (:

2009-12-15T11:23:00.001+08:00

my IPP results!! i'm so shocked and surprised! thank GOD!! (:
i was prepared for a C...

2009-12-14T17:20:00.001+08:00

JLsYouth Camp Comm..

THE CAMPERS!!!

"ARE WE THERE YET?"

MORE PICTS ON FACEBOOK!! (:

2009-12-14T11:41:00.000+08:00

BUSY BUSY WEEK!!
rehearsals everyday..
shall blogger soon! haha..

2009-12-08T11:50:00.001+08:00

i'm enjoying youth camp!! (:

2009-12-07T00:30:00.002+08:00

i was at ECP and Padang for 9 hours! (:
am PROUD of those who ran the FULL Marathon!!

Saw the followings when i was at ECP:
Dean - my IPP manager
Bertwin - my primary school friend
Ming Fei - from NYP
a lecturer from NYP
Ronald Liu - XYQer
Benedict Hong - church
Nicky - XYQer
Dorries and Alex - NYP Ultimate
Spencer - church

last but not least...
EUVIN!!

was at the campsite setting up! so excited la!!!

Susanne will be at Youth Camp this week!! (:

2009-12-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

today's meet..

6 girls and 5 guys!! (:

they're coming for The White Knight! yay!!

2009-12-03T23:19:00.003+08:00

after PT lecture, we chiong to yishun starbucks!!

see!!!

typical singaporean i guess!

hahahahaaa :D

2009-12-02T22:50:00.001+08:00

i'm almost DONE with my youth camp packing!

i'm so EXCITED!!! can't wait!! (:

2009-12-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

boo hoo!! :(

there's always a price to pay...

2009-12-01T01:38:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday Ruban! (:

2009-11-30T01:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!! (:

2009-11-30T01:49:00.002+08:00

At Cosmo Gala Dinner.

we became the donor of bone marrow.

Be the 1/20k

gift from HC Squash Committee.

see the dot?

hahaa.. yay! the dances are getting there! LOVE the Angels' dance to the max! can't wait for tuesday!! and youth camp! it's gonna be a super busy week! pract tues-thurs! woo hoo!! (:

2009-11-26T23:45:00.002+08:00

had lots of FUN at pract today!

played the bang bang and catching game!!

can't wait to see the full run!! (:

2009-11-26T16:18:00.001+08:00

Since the decision is made, what's the point asking?

2009-11-25T13:18:00.002+08:00

BEFORE..

AFTER..

2009-11-25T13:18:00.001+08:00

"hmmmmmm....."

see! the guys are having FUN with that la!!

I NEED....

A HERO!!!!

2009-11-24T23:18:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AKID!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI HUI!

2009-11-23T18:04:00.002+08:00

today's CRM tut cancelled cos tutor on MC. was supposed to meet eileen 3pm at vivo. but in the end, met at tamp at 1pm! haha.. THANK YOU for the company! eh, you have my schedule now. you know what to do ar!! (:

delayed pictures.. 18-19nov..

went to watch meteor showers but only managed to see one!

abel saw one.

abner NONE!!

2009-11-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

if i were to leave You, i would have made the wrong choice and have gone to the wrong direction. men may fail us but God will never fails. it's YOU i live for, not man. i will always remember those good things you've done in my life and the reason why i am here. sometimes i really don't understand why certain things happen. but, i am sure there is a reason behind it. today's message was indeed a reminder to me. i have to start somewhere. there will always the first step to somethings. i'll try. one thing at a time i guess. you've brought me this far. it was indeed a long and tough journey...

THANK YOU DEAR LORD! (:

A song to share! ENJOY!

Connie Smith : Remind Me Dear Lord Lyrics

The things that I love and hold dear to my heart

Are just borrowed they're not mine at all

Jesus only let me use them to brighten my light

So remind, me remind me dear Lord

Roll back the curtain of memory now and then

Show me where you brought me from

And where I could have been

Remember I'm human, and humans forget

So remind me, remind me dear Lord

Nothing good have I done to deserve God's own Son

I'm not worthy of the scars in his hands

Yet he chose the road to Calvary to die in my stead

Why he loved me I can't understand

Roll back the curtain of memory now and then

Show me where you brought me from

And where I could have been

Remember I'm human, and humans forget

So remind me, remind me dear Lord

2009-11-21T21:18:00.002+08:00

i like the video that Shuzhen shared today during BS. nice and touching!

yay! did the first part of crm report! tmr shall continue the next half!

am excited for tmr's pract! and the youth camp briefing!

CAN'T WAIT FOR YOUTH CAMP!! (:

susanne is in need of. . . !!!

2009-11-20T10:50:00.001+08:00

江直樹对袁湘琴说的话:

“Please don’t leave me. I will always be by your side. Don’t be scared. Where am I going to find another person who suits me better than you? Just like this having the most wonderful hug and someone who can make me complete. Don’t think of me as being so weak. I love everything about you. Be it good or bad, beautiful or ugly, happy or sad. As long as it is you, believe me that I will be there for you for any obstacle that you face. Please, please don’t leave me again. Please don’t leave me. I will be scared, I am scare of living without you.”

“The most important thing is, I LOVE YOU. I love you very much.”

恶作剧2吻

2009-11-19T13:27:00.002+08:00

hahaa. i'm in the school library now killing time. see! this girl! tsk! don't know why she ALWAYS have insufficient of sleep! oh well, was supposed to swim BUT.. hahahahahahahahahaaaa... :D

after lessons ends, go home do REPORTS!

JIA YOU!! haaa..

2009-11-18T20:10:00.002+08:00

went to watch My Girlfriend is an agent with Tan Charlene! FUNNY show!! hahaa.. it was super last minute la! decide to watch like 1pm during CCRM tutorial! but we had lunch at north first la! char's treat! good right! cos she don't wanna company to mac!! LONG LONG time since we had mac in school can! tsk! oh well, hoping tmr will NOT rain from 11-1230pm! so that we can have a short swim first!

the weather super NICE to sleep! i wore long sleeve to sleep la!

and i saw one shooting star!!

thanks ABEL!!! (:

2009-11-17T22:06:00.002+08:00

My cute little sister did my hair!

think she's too stress liao!!

poor thing!

meimei! jia you lor!! (:

2009-11-17T17:06:00.001+08:00

facial? hahahaa..

anyway, loving to be HOME!

looking forward to go home after school (:

so FUN!

crazy sisters..

FROGGY and TIGER!

wauhahahahahahaa..

2009-11-16T16:15:00.002+08:00

susanne is so. . .

fell from the overhead bridge! my goodness la!

tsk! but i'm still alright!

am sleepy now! think i'll just take a nap and then continue HW after dinner la!

2009-11-14T21:54:00.002+08:00

Tangled hair..

Ah Tan!! thank you for the message today!

my God is AWESOME!

"As surely as the sun will rise, you'll come to us.

as surely as your word endures...

You'll come, let your Glory fall as you respond on us.

Spirit reign, flood into our thirsty hearts again..."

2009-11-13T10:36:00.004+08:00

what the. . . .

the tutor is so...

plus the module rep!!

never tell us that the class is delayed! all came at 10am la!!!!!!!

waiting waiting..

everyone discussing if we should go off..

some thinking of watching movie la!!

okay, he's here!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

swim with alissa during the 3 hours break. the sun is BURNING my skin la!!! tsk!

DUCK AND DIVE!!

SUPER NICE SHOW!!

chester and lester so FUNNY!!

hahahaa.. went to meet euvin, charles and abel at bugis about 545pm? we ate bras bersah mac la! so funny la! for the monopoly thing! hoping for a WIN! oh wells, jay came to meet us too. really like the show! didn't fall asleep. was quite tired. went supper at 85! goodness la! walk from tanah merah to 85!!

thank you salihin! for giving me a lift to bugis! (:

2009-11-11T18:58:00.002+08:00

yesterday!!

mummy came along..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHILIP!!!

class at 12pm, came in at 130pm!!

tsk tsk tsk..

girls.

guys.

they came over for lunch-cum-dinner.

"ALISSA!!!"

thanks to dajie! she helped to take the picts!

okay, next where to?

alissa or rachel? hahahahahahahahaaaa(:

2009-11-10T21:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PASTOR CHAD!! (:

you're missed!!

2009-11-09T22:37:00.002+08:00

just came back from SICC. the place is super BIG la! dean showed us around. learned quite alot though.. went to see ps daph. she looks better now. get well soon!! (:

FLAGs!

how time passes. . .

Dec 2006 - year end party

Dec 2006 - christmas lunch

April 2007 - "One night stand"

May 2007 - Farewell dinner

July 2007 - Caleb's 21st

Dec 2007 - Youth camp

years we've been through...

2009-11-09T00:51:00.003+08:00

FLAs (:

euvin, you dare?!?!

D.E.S. (:

Sabo game.

the MEGA sabo!!

the designers! (:

3 - 7

me and my xiao shuai ge!

1988 babies!

their "favourite"

it was a FUN celebration!! (:

2009-11-07T09:33:00.001+08:00

dajie, THANK YOU!! (:

see, you LOVE me MORE!

谢谢你!!

2009-11-07T00:34:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY JAY AND JON!! (:

FLAs!!

i'm the only one left that has not turn 21!

still a little girl la! haa.. (:

2009-11-05T01:28:00.001+08:00

My mummy is in a happy mood!!

~SMILE~

aftermath..

it's like 1am la! then she kept asking why am i not sleeping, i was on facebook. so i said, "tell you, you also don't know". but guess what! she knows la! even twitter! goodness! haha.. oh well. mummy gonna buy breakfast for me! yay!! (:

2009-11-04T16:02:00.001+08:00

no money, i'll give you my time..

2009-11-02T22:36:00.002+08:00

why is it SGCC?? hahaa.. went there during the cosmo match! oh well.. went to meet dean and brenda at town area. today HC playing away at Tanglin CC.. but before that, we went to Hyatt to see see. dean walk us around. nice place but... Tanglin CC sports hall is nice! they got so many squash courts la! 6 singles, 2 double court! left after the 4th match. went to far east for wanton mee!! deans treat AGAIN! refuses to take our money! the FUNNY thing was, dean was driving infront of us.. he's back wiper waved at us and brenda waved back using her front wiper! hilarious la! such a FUN manager right!? coolness!

next week, SICC!!! (:

2009-11-01T20:34:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 21ST DARRYL!!!

present from us!

went to Siglap Pizza Hut for lunch and a little surprise back in church!

okay, pract was awesome! everything is getting into something! the angels dance is NICE la!! so FUN! hahaa.. HERO too!! yay! can't wait to see the end product!! yes ar! loving the dances!

aaron, we should have a pract after BS this sat cos sunday to rush and majority can't make it! seriously! I LOVE THE DANCE!!! great job peeps!! (:

2009-10-31T14:17:00.002+08:00

finally after 10 weeks, i'm home the whole saturday! can have breakfast with my mum and sisters! then, later going to church with meimei..

i'm also planning for next year already!

time flies okay!

must take it seriously!

i love to watch 恶作剧之吻!!

it's a yearly thing to do!

2009-10-30T11:59:00.002+08:00

at Arab street...

many varieties la!!

Dinner at 168! (:

yay, finally transferred all my songs into my laptop!

what should i do now?

2009-10-29T23:17:00.002+08:00

went to arab street to get cloth for the costume with aunty mona and aunty pearl. was a successful one la! not bad, got what we wanted to get. just need to brain storm on what else to get. hmmm, the Hero dance will cool. but i think the tempo kinda slow lei! yay! group 2 did it! hahaa.. the schedule is giving headache la! tsk tsk tsk... oh well..

2009-10-28T22:46:00.002+08:00

another pizza lunch at work! haa..

it's complimentary!! and yesterday's was FREE! (:

at our workdesk!
gym instructors!

had steamboat for dinner!

this pict is NICE! haa.. i like!

watch singapore idol and then play "20 Questions for Kids".

Fun game! hahaa..

2009-10-28T00:19:00.001+08:00

i know you're reading this..

will you please forgive me?

if you do, sms me when you see this?

i know you still love me right? (:

2009-10-27T20:49:00.003+08:00

SUNDAY

Hollandse Club Squash Open 2009

Lucky Draw Prizes and Medals for participants!

S & R Department!

we looked like we're promoting Adidas la!! haa..

after the event, the squash convenor thanked me! so nice of them! indeed i'm in love with 1 squash player! he really portrays the sportsmanship! admire how he referee the game and also plays well. he also does coaching. have the father figure! BEST la!! if we had a sportsman award, sure give to him!! i'm beginning to like Squash! it's super exciting to watch the game! especially when they are fighting for the title!!

MONDAY

Farewell Lunch from Dean.

Lightning struck the tree!!

so, they got to sent workers to cut/remove the tree!!

someone is on the tree!! if your eyes are sharp enough la!

TUESDAY

Bowling Alley Staffs!

Policy have to follow!

During the meeting today, they all shared my performance the past 9 weeks. i almost wanted to CRY la! so touched! there's so much i wanted to say but i guess, i'll write them in the cards! easier!! they are such a helpful and cooperative colleagues! taking care of me! they remember every single things i said. so nice of them treating me instead of me treating them! they really cared for me thats why! THANK YOU!! (:

Farewell Lunch from stuff of S & R Department.

Gifts!

tmr is my last day at Hollandse Club!

another pizza lunch!

*complimentary! (:

2009-10-25T21:25:00.001+08:00

squash open event was a success! (: