suddenly i'm feeling so lost. wondering what will happen to me in the future, thinking about almost everything. i really don't know what i really want. things seems to flow smooth but i don't feel its right. it seems like something is wrong somewhere. God is the only source. turning to Him always. haa, it really sounds ridiculous but i am a human being after all and i do feel. "I'm a human and human's forget" idk. maybe there's something in my heart i need to do something about. PRAY!
"Everyday, I draw closer to You Lord I long to see Your face And hide in Your embrace"
what if, what if i'm gone? how will my friends remember me?
"Let Your will be done Let Your kingdom come Spirit have Your way in me"
will i ever? ...
1:13 AM
♥ Thursday, August 26, 2010
super angry with the boss! we're working so hard, know nothing we've done to the kids and now what? saying we are being too harsh to the kids. asking us to be gentle. sure! if he's able to control them being gentle for one day, we will follow! really cannot stand it! just wait, if we're tired of all these nonsense, GOODBYE! sometimes it's really difficult to be 'good people' seriously! if i were told to be gentle, i assure you, i'll be frank and honest! was supposed to just be an assistant teacher to supervise the kids and what are we doing now? serving them tea break, sweeping and mopping the floor! wait and see! if i can't take this anymore, i'll complain! words always used were, 'cutting cost' 'other centre losing money, this centre need to cover' 'we will look into it'! when there is a need to find part time, found! BUT? okay, since things are already like that, whatever is being said, i will just treat it as passing words and let it pass! i hate what is said, 'i do agree with you' 'you arrange and let me know' ya ya ya! then what? take years to reply! if it's not because of the kids.. thats it! enough is enough! God, help me! i dont know if i'm doing the right thing! tried to let it be but it's really very selfish of him. not much welfare for his staff at all! i'll say it here and not let it be in me already. goodbye!
7:16 PM
♥ Wednesday, July 28, 2010
sometimes your eyes just cant get away certain things. it's really quite xin tong..
:'(
9:05 PM
♥ Tuesday, July 27, 2010
it's been a long time since i've blogged.. oh well, i should start blogging again..
time passes really very fast. i'm so happy that i've survived till my 21st! i know it's funny, but i always get very scared when a big day is approaching and i might not be able to live till the day. oh well, crazy thoughts but thats it la..
time really can heal i guess. but i guess i need to do it again...
11:18 PM
♥ Saturday, May 29, 2010
sometimes i think lifes like that.. so unpredictable! what you want, may not be what you get.. but i still believe what He said.. i will claim it!
i'm not that strong afterall.. so you know, i'm HUMAN. I DO HAVE FEELINGS TOO!!!! :'(
4:23 PM
♥ Monday, April 12, 2010
seriously lazy to blog!
I got a full time job already! (:
2:28 AM
♥ Thursday, March 25, 2010
sometimes, i really don't understand humans.. well, i tried to be there. i've tried to talk.
11:43 PM
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